November 2009
17 posts
FINISH STRONG
I’m wrapping up my alternative summer break as of today.
For the past three months or so, I’ve learned a lot about myself and others… and now it’s time to learn about the real world.
Tomorrow will be a long day, but I’m… filled with joy. Thank You.
“그러나 스스로 넘어졌다고 인정하기 전에는 넘어진 것이 아니라는 나의 믿음 - 끊임없이 걷고 뛰며, 숨쉴틈없이 배우고 고뇌하고 깨달으며, 삶의...”
– 홍정욱, 7막 7장
“drunk kids and catholics they’re just all the same. waiting for something....”
– conor oberst?
CIRCA 2000
“You’ve changed so much, but you’re still the same!”
Lisa… thanks for being the encourager in my life — so happy to have a friend like you.
HEART OF THANKFULNESS
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
16Be joyful always;
17pray continually;
18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
I realized that I complain almost unconsciously. I’m not even aware that I’m complaining as if it had became a part of me. So I’m going to take on the challenge - no complaining for one month (if I can make that life-long,...
THE WAY IT SHOULD BE
I think things are beginning to fall into places.
팔은 안으로 굽고, 물은 피보다 진하다.
물론 맞는 말이지만… 자꾸 팔이 밖으로 굽어진다고 우기는 내 헛소리가 들릴때, 그리고 피보다 진한 물을 찾기위해 애쓰는 내 모습을 보았을땐 어떻게 해야하지?
질풍노동 청소년기도 다 지나간, 내 나이 만으로 벌써 스물두살.
내 자신을 이해하기 힘들때가 자주있다 - 특히 요즈음. 미쳐버릴 정도로 바빠지고 싶다. 내 혼잣말, 헛소리, 말이 안되는 행동 다 무시하고 뭐든 하나에만 집중하고 싶다. 공허한 기분 더이상 느끼지 않도록. 내가 원하는 삶을 살기위해 지금까지 이렇게 달려왔는데, 여기서 뒷걸음질 친다는건 정말 비겁한짓.
용기있는 여자가 되야지.
옆에서...
ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL SOUL LOST
She had a cool blog - so cool that I even decided to steal the Snoop + Louis Vuitton photo. She definitely seemed rebellious and a bit depressed, but not to the extent that it will take her life away.
I didn’t know that she was only 20.
I didn’t know that she walked every single Chanel show ever since she debuted internationally, not to mention Karl Lagerfeld decided to make her the...
IT'S OFFICIAL.
I’m really excited to be “busy” again (or more like… I need to be).
So Virgin American sends me their usual “24 Hour Sale” deals, and I was ecstatic to see that Los Angeles to Seattle flights are only $59. I mean… can you believe that?
I was looking at possible travel dates before Thanksgiving and was thoroughly disappointed as I scrolled through the...
HUH?
I want to take a road trip up to Seattle in the next two weeks before Thanksgiving… anyone down? Let me know!
My mind is in a total funk. Come back, come back, come back.
I didn’t even pack… What’s the weather like in the Bay?
LESSON OF THE DAY
Do not be jealous.
THREE MORE WEEKS
So yes — I only have three weeks of freedom left. I don’t really know what I plan on doing, but I booked my flight to San Francisco for next week. I flirted with the idea of going to Chicago, but a friend warned me that I’ll be freezing to death. I also briefly thought about going to New York again, but it’s best that I go when I have a source of income so I can shop till I...
WHAT'S GOING ON
Honestly, I’ve been too complacent. Maybe my life is moving too slow right now — I don’t know whether to be happy or not, but I’m definitely frustrated.
I forgot how to do a lot of things and one of them is how to pray.
I'M SORRY
Random things:
I’m 90% close to passing out right now. Hopefully my drive up to LA in a bit will be safe.
Google Maps default location is still set as Market St. and O’Farrell (on my laptop) - I miss San Francisco so much.
